because my short term memory fails...

if we learn to invite the Lord into the small things in our life, then it will be much easier when the big decisions come along :)

if only i didn't treat every little thing in my life as if it was a big decision.

it really bites when for once you miss something, and u feel like that something was exactly what you needed all along. i guess i can find joy in the fact that technology exists.

anxiety. the driving force of human existence. where else would people get their sense of urgency, their desire to succeed, or even their willingness to carry out their responsibilities?

i feel like i have a lot of things going on in my life. for the most part, i handle it quite well. i don't consider myself that anxious, just busy. but this semester's just been bad. i dont think ive ever been bothered by so many trivial things all at once, and i don't think ive ever been in my mind as much as i have this semester.

o, the anxiety. it's not like i havent enjoyed the Lord though, i feel like He's been extremely real to me this year, but it just seems that Satan always finds a way with me. even right now he's making me feel bad.

saying "no" sounds quite abstract to me. i think i just need to invite the Lord into my life more, and to quit thinking id rather just handle things on my own, cause it only seems to get me more upset. i need to bring him into every aspect of my life. while im brushing my teeth, opening the door, and even when im studying. now thats a big one. who ever said i cant bring the Lord in when im studying, or when im volunteering, or when im playing basketball, or when im teaching. i guess no one ever said that, but for some reason i act as if they did.

if we learn to invite the Lord into the small things in our life, then it will be much easier when the big decisions come along :)